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I could be legally insane. I'm from the Mississippi Delta. I'll read anything, listen to any music, and watch anything that gets my neurons firing in harmony. I try to be open-minded, but I'm probably not. I like sleep way too much. I have 2 younger sisters, who both have different fathers than I do. I haven't seen my father in 19 years. My stepdad is far cooler than my Y chromosome donator. I live a simple ghetto existence. I was extremely shy until I turned 15, not so much anymore. I have a strange fascination with microorganisms. I loathe television and lived without it for 2 years, yet I still watch it (mainly C-Span, comedy central, and adult swim). I pointlessly surf the net for hours on end to make up for the limited range of knowledge of the world I acquired growing up in the Delta. I went to the Mississippi School of Math and Science. Many, if not Most, people disliked or even hated it. It was the best thing that ever happened to me. Now I pretend I never went to that school unless I run into alumni of that school. I have a strange desire to explore and analyze other cultures across the world because I didn't have any while growing up. I stutter, mumble, and mispronounce words when I talk, and I have trouble getting ideas across. I am constantly working on this. I want to be able to read French, Latin, and either German or Japanese fluently by the time I'm 33. I'm a 6 year student at Mississippi State University because I despise going to class and doing homework (One semester, I had 3 A's, 1 B, and 2 F's). I probably have severe ADD. I don't have any idea what I wish to accomplish in my life. I love chaos and disorder, yet I do not believe in total anarchy. I would like for "mainstream" and "underground" rap to quit bitching about each other, realize they are 2 sides of the same coin, and stop sucking (in many ways) so much. I love the counterculture, yet I do not believe I am a part of it. I love women who are bitchy, funny, vulgar, crude, opinionated, kind, thoughtful, and who have a harmonious balance between good and evil. I don't like emotional or moody women. I'm horrible at reading signals from women that are good for me, but I'm excellent at reading the bad signals. I have little confidence with women and even less game, yet I refuse to allow them to use me as a doormat, crutch, gravel road, or sob rag. I love women of all colors, shapes, and (most) sizes. Gay guys do not bother me because I don't look good enough for any guy to want me. I wish gays and lesbians would quit defining themselves by their sexuality. Same goes for people who do the same with races and religions. I avoid showing my emotions because that's the way my family is, and I don't know any other way to be.

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